Ive just made another video, how to discourage haters
with bbq sauces ... by smearing in my face im sure people
don't get what im doing is a joke lol

As I would discourage haters with bbq sauce ... * whistles*
as if ...

Still getting some views on my channel woop I need to find
a little supportive audience, anyone willing ?

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoCyReh6KD1JhSh3vMBigsg

This is my channel, if you want to be my supportive audience.

Ive just made a whipped cream video for youtube, lots
of fun! tastes nice aswell lol

I was walking in morrisons thinking what can put on my
face? hmmm that would work blah blah, its like I cant stop
putting edible thing on my face, I know for the see able future
I will putting more consumable haahah.

Yesterday I felt really ill and it was funny only
because I found a note in my phone to be more
productive and I thought wow only I could find
this on a day that I feel like crap!

Feel a bit better today going to make two videos
today!

twitter ... disliking

I feel like im selling my self cheap on twitter,
theres gems but to shift all these people hashtagging
bieber people arrrrrgh.

I need to go to sleep ... when some people wake up
this is very short, but im tired ... Tomorrow.

meant too have gone to the cinema today, didn't go bummer !
Im finding it difficult to leave the house atm, I have a huge fear
of people disliking me for no reason, on the internet I don't mind
theres a barrier and I can separate my self, but IRL I cant.

It tends to local places I fear the most, Im not bothered go far far
away ... as no one will know me, but just outside my door step is
a bit different.

Got a view a few more views on my channel, Im just going to keep
putting out videos and sharing them with friends ... they seem
to get my humour lol

Boys ...

At the moment there's two boys that I like IRL ones much younger then me
and is full of hope, the other is my age and difficult to gage whether or not
im of interest to him, well the answer is all girls want the chase don't they ?

We go for some one who is hard to get, I suppose I'm the one who's a challenge
 for the younger one and that why he interested in me ... but im caught up if I
go with the "easy" option am I losing out one the "better" one .

anyway back to internet rambles, just monetized my youtube channel ekkk
 https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCoCyReh6KD1JhSh3vMBigsg this is
it btw.

So todays been extra hot ... shades and scarf time!
so ive started to make sort of mock make up tutorials on my youtube
and I get the feeling ill be doing a lot more ... comedy stuff, I want
to do satire, im pleased that I got some views even if there little.

Ive recently neglected my tumblr ... not that im not doing art so much
im just dividing my time some what unevenly atm what with being off
uni and being a mum and other things ... like relationship wise I might bring
that up, in a later post.

So as ive said im a internet addict, youtube is an obsession! vlogbrothers, my favourite brother switching all the time, hank for his openness, john for his I dunno, Combining the fact that vidcon is made by the vlog brothers for youtube people, means that I want to go to vidcon! I will be going in 2014, lots to prepare.

Ive been thinking about my youtube channel I might just make some characters to play out.

...

So today I embark on a blogging adventure, Im a (non famous) barely starting out youtuber, im a nerdfighter (dftba) a art student a teenage parent and last but not least a internet addict.

Im a complex person, I don't really like social interaction but if needs must, I guess im a introvert but I do like to make people laugh and liked being on stage at school, I guess that why I do youtube now and my other passion is fine art, and I want to do well in fine art and be a working artist.